girlmostlikely
Me, still insane: I used to be sooo crazy
It’s really hard when you think you’re healed from something and it affects you all over again. Like an old trigger still has an effect on you, or an old self-destructive habit comes back, or you still have panic attacks or nightmares over something you thought you were over. I know it really sucks, but it doesn’t mean that you haven’t made progress. It’s okay if healing isn’t a straight line.
Crying Over It All - Waterparks
andrew garfield saying, “i hope this grief stays with me because it’s all the unexpressed love that i didn’t get to tell her” about his mothers passing is so gut wrenchingly beautiful because we rarely talk about the love we want to express but can’t, not because you’re not brave enough to say it out loud but because they’re not here to listen to it anymore. calling grief the love you never had the chance to share makes it less of a burden and more of something you want to keep and not something terrible you want to move on from. i love love how everything about grief always comes down to “what is grief if not love persevering?”

Legal amphetamines are included, as well, however they usually ask about prescription meds before anyway.
Weed is also important to tell them about! It won’t kill you like amphetamines might, but it can make the anesthetic work less.
This isn’t trashy, this is responsible. Also applies to adderall, which many people (including myself) use for adhd/add.
one of the biggest problems of society nowadays is that i am so so sleepy
shutting in.
heather havrilesky // “last one up”, paul oxborough // from a letter to theo van gogh, vincent van gogh // on the beach at night alone (2017), dir. sang-soo hong // shauna niequist
Bob The Drag Queen - 8:5 Snatch Game
came out swinging - the wonder years
me explaining why we hate Jake Gyllenhaal to my mother
(she was APPALLED when I told her about the birthday party)
